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Tuesday, December 1, 2009 8:33 PM
thanks for all the tags. in fact, im shocked that there are people who tagged. hahas! tags replied at respective blogs :D super brief post cuz im having a stomachache. i know i super lag, now then come blog. camp over le.. but i wish i can go again. it was very fun! i want go in-line skate with my friends!! hahas... feel like going next year but think will be very extra o.o hahas missed choir, cuz of my packing.. sorry and thanks shuwei!! going korea tmr night. will miss all of euu here.. very scared i cant catch up.. ystd went sm house. super paiisehh! she not even awake yet!! hahas then watch 2012 then watch a lot a lot things then we watched HAI PAI TIAN XING gawd. im so into that show now.. hahas.. we ate a pizza each, crazy right? and ice-cream then dinner.. oh i ate a cup of yogurt when she was eating her breakfast. 1st time. super weird, but sour so nice. hahas. im crazy, seriously. type post til liddat xD psps.. not in the mood + stomach ache.. haix.. off to the toilet! byex.
3c outing was a success ;D although i had a bad day and i was super tired after every thing ended, i think it was quite well organised. thanks to all the organisers. the practice before open house sucked, but luckily we survived the performance on sat :) though i think we got a little tongue tied on the 2nd performance, cause we did not practice before that.. but anyways it turned out ok.. the game day was also ok, because i didnt really think that they enjoyed the games.. at least a minority didnt, so was a little disappointed. but well, i did my best and i believe most of them had fun so i was happy :) i slept 12 hours today, from last night because i was super tired after all the running here and there. today, didnt even had time for homework, because pei-ed my dad go practise his bowling.. out for the afternoon and was blogging all the way til now. had to go bathe alread, so i make this a brief one. really hope i could go out with bof more often, as well as... anyways, hope my upcoming organising will be a success. photos will be uploaded next time. ttfn.. byex.
i dont know why do i have the urge to post since nothing much have happened. i guess its the influence of reading the others blogs. been to peoples blog today and was very shocked to see some of their posts. i felt so.. weird.. i mean confused of my feelings. because they don't seem what they seem to be.. its the second last day of official school. because tomorrow will be the last day as we will get back our report book and the upcoming two weeks will be our extended programme. i dont know why i have a bad feeling. i feel so NOT uptight about the upcoming Os. i dont know why. and i still cant find my passion for moving on. how? i really felt like giving up everything. wishing 1jan2010 will be the end of the world. but at the same time, i felt so unwilling to let go.. unwillingly to give up all that i have after so many years of education etc. what is happening to me mans?? all the emotions of leaving one another is back to me. again.
i guess watching last the eps of the first seasons and the last of mofanbangbangtang wasnt such a good idea. hahas. cause i cried like mad while watching them cry. it reminds me of my friends leaving me. how i wish friendships really do never end. as in keep all our friendships as close as possible and never let go. but its like the theory of the kite. when you pull it too tightly, it will snap and lose you forever. but letting myself lose and cry out subconciously, is actually a good thing. all the bad feelings and those that i kept in my mind and heart seemed to flow away with the tears so i was glad ;)
memories flash back when i watch them giving their closure speech. all that they have been through together like what our class have been through together. i bet next year will be a total different year for all of us. a difficult one. and if we are gonna remain the status quo, i guess it wont be of much help to our results. cause seriously speaking, i dont like my class the way it is now. how i admire people who have super good classes. i shallnt name who but i really admire them. a united class is a memorable one. i dont know what am i thinking or saying oe even what am i doing now cause i feel so giddy. deep in thoughts of the class. i will miss the good old times. because i believe next year would be a rough patch and i hope our friendship never ends.
i have missed.. i am missing.. i will be missing..
shuwei- HAHAS!! ;D wanling- yeah, i did ;D thanks so much ;) liyun- sms-ed you lerhs :)) valecia- re-linked lerhs :)) vivian- hahas. talked to you about this topic le. its ok de. just be careful because everyone has access to the web and your blog...
wow, it has been quite some time before i am typing again. hahas.. had quite a fun day today and yesterday.
lets start from yesterday, where i rejected B.O.F appointment to attend the councillor forum + games. luckily i didn't regret it ;D had a lot of fun. of course, not to mention the bonus that my group won the first in captains' ball and second in the second game which i don't know what is it called, sorry. i very proud of my group sia :D they very enthu, so we had a lot of fun :) my group, group 8, consisted of me, jaslin, valerie, jazin, huiling, cheryl, joey, qingyu, abigail, alicia. good teamwork mates! :) hope to group wth you guys again ;D then the forum, had some talk, which was about "aspire, on fire and inspire" i guess thats all i can remember.. oh and the spiderman movie.. the tea and networking session. that was a failure i guess. the other groups were so hyper but our room was so cold T.T sad la. sad that we didn't take the initiative and interact :( and the time was short lorhs... anyways, then we have the forum where we could speak and Travis once again, did our school proud :D hahas. he mentioned questions which we all never think of and we all really think he should join debate. everyone, including the teachers in other schools was shocked to hear that he was only from sec 2. hahas.. other than that, i think nothing much.. i was in the yellow group basically, and i know my members ok! hahas.. er... from nchs we have azizah, wanling, abigail, verna, jieting, jerilene, travis, claris then we have jaslin and faye from compassvale and nur shafika (sorry i don't know how to spell her name) from greendale and the other four guys, i guess they are from maris stella, namely randy, japson, chun jing and the guy whose name could not be pronounced properly by us xD vlad..... sorry pal, i really dont know how to spell your name.. hahas... oh oh oh oh oh!!!! and not forgetting, the sec ones fa-ing hua chi xD shalln't mention names.. see i so nice.. but they should know who they are la xD hahas.
today, morning gave my mom her present cause today her birthday, same as eugenia, then she was like where you got money huh? in the most sweetest voice i have ever heard.. seriously.. then i replied i collect de lorh, then she was like so happy and even boast to my dad, see i birthday got present leh, then my dad just turned around to say, happy birthday ah.. i was like laughing~~ hahas! then in school, role call, was given the role of flag =.= somemore my most dreaded. the shhk flag. dropped once, now still got memory sia T.T then gave eugenia her present. then boring lessons. then after cme, we were informed that we were going on a learning journey with ms pey as our in charge. at first really very sian cause we sorta last min than know have this trip, thought i would rather go home sleep but it turn out great in the end. the experience for the movie made me super shocked but i enjoyed it :D very enriching cause i don't think i will ever know there is this place if the school never brought us there. hahas. hm, nothing much. just feeling apologetic towards yunyun cause she had to go home herself as my family went out to eat dinner to "celebrate". thats about it.. but just that just now my mom came in to like say so xintong i feel like bashing her up, cant she just pamper herself for once? of course, i know its for our good but its very irritating to bear with her naggings sia.. today i ren. cause her birthday. even when i feel tired i also smile. act like super nice, but haix, my dad never help out.. family matters.. nevermind.. but just to say that i am so fed up la!! :((
overall, i guess everythings going smoothly... i hope.... some pictures to enjoy :)
I've grown up!! hahas.. collected my NRIC today and my mother says i look not like me =.= LOL oh and i am super hyper cause mdm siak told me i am promoted!! OMG!! hahas... i passed my english eh!! woohoo!! ;D but all the results are not out yet.. have to wait for next week. so sian.. still need go back to school for extended programme.. haix.. then still got extra activities.. cca.. and homework.. plus still want to enjoy abit, if not next year.. haix T.T i really need to learn how to manage my time le la.. like now, wasting my time away is so not a good idea xD LOL hmm, have to go eat finish my nata de coco before my sister pours it off the table xD see ya soon :)
1st things first, lemme reply to the tags, because i felt that i was very rude not to reply. sorry. (because its a new blog, i reply all the way down to previous tags, just in case you didn't see my tag in return and i changed my blog)
replies to tags: jingyi- LINK-ED ;DDD catherine- heys there junior! sorry for the super late reply. trecia- check-ed out. i guess we have the same designer? xD sorry for the super late reply. yanting- thanks sooo much! sorry for the super late reply. vivian- thanks sooo much! sorry for the super late reply. wilbert- u super lame sia chiling- thanks so much! sorry for the super late reply. jingsi- its ok. hahas. heys, i am looking forward to your plans.. plan leh plan leh. sorry for the super late reply. erica- thanks for tagging ;D sorry for the super late reply. vivian- oh i see. its ok. sorry for the super late reply. wanling- referring to that day's yesterday, yupps! ;) sorry for the super late reply. joyceong & joey & liyun & nickson & weibin & valecia- LINK-ED / RE-LINK-ED xD valecia- no problems. glad to know you are recovering well ;D eugenia: thanks for tagging!! ;D sorry for the super late reply. wanling: love you too ;D
any idea why i can sleep so late? because there is no school tomorrow!! wahahaha.. LOL. hmm, i have 5 days break from school, before my doomsday start, as wednesday is the day i start getting back my papers full of red marks. haix. i totllay have confidence in them as i mention to all my peers. TOTALLY CONFIDENT of FAILING xD
well, fri was the bio paper so we did not have to attend school, weekends needless to say, mon is the holiday in-lieu for deepavali on sat and tues is the marking day.. so i have two more days to slack. have been wasting my time these few days.. because exams are over and i feel so empty XD crazy issnt it? hahas.
lemme start my day on fri, where i had a whale of fantastic time with my girlfriends at kbox @ hougang plaza. meeting time was 10.30 but somehow liyun and i reached at 10. i guess we were being used to too early.. either to school or meetings xD but its a good thing right?! ;D then we shopped a little around hougang mall, where we saw shaw en, joey and a few others in KFC while all the shops are still not open -.- and of course, we talked a while, before meeting jingru, who was late by 3 mins (LOL) yet she thought she was super late. hahas. then jieyi took the next train after jingru sms-ed us to apologise as she was late so we decided to set off for kbox 1st as we expected quite a queue, so well, its good to be kiasu cause as we expected, there were a number of people waiting for kbox to open. but well, we were the 1st!! hahas. jieyi caught up with us when we were waiting for the lift ;D then we went up. kbox wasnt open, and i needed the toilet, so i dragged them to the toilet with me as it was a bit creepy (too quiet le la!) however i was so sorry as the toilet had a super strong smoke smell. so they waited outside for me then we went outside kbox to wait. while waiting we chatted on quite some topics and finally after some time, 11++ they opened and we were the 1st to go in. HAHAS!! was appointed to room 53 and the waitress came in to serve ask, asking our preferances for drinks and lunch. 3 of us took chicken chop while jieyi took teriyaki chicken. beverages for us was limited. cause we weren't 18 yet and couldnt take alcohol, so i chose a hot milo, and i forgot about the others.. whoops.. hahas.. only remember jingru ordered a hot drink and the other two had chilled drinks. then we spend around 30mins choosing songs as the controller was super hard to operate then we started singing. there were only two mikes so we had to take turns but it was ok. most of the times was jieyi and liyun singing or not it was me and jingru. of course, i sang with jieyi and liyun for a few times :) we were super high la!! but it was super cold too. i guess shehwa and wanling made the right choice not to go as they were sick. but so sad la, we could high together de lorh! :( anyways, i guess we could go again during the december break? :D it was super fun la! :) enjoyed myself super much and i guess the rest too because all of us left happily :) then we went to the shop where there are super cheap yet nice stuff, just downstairs of kbox. and jingru bought a bear + a notebook for liyun as her birthday present. after that we went to the newly opened ntuc where lye-sao appeared and started to bring us around. SUPER FUNNY!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAS... (inside joke) ah well, jingru and liyun bought chips and we went to hougang mall upstairs the open air there to eat. we met PG and mandy's group too! seems like hougang mall is quite popular issnt it? hahas. then we went to take neoprints at timezone but i tell you guys, you shouldnt take it there. the decorating time is super fast and i regretted on insisted on taking. im sorry girls T.T maybe i bear the cost of the neoprints ba. my fault to cause you to owe me money.. sorry.. anyways, after that we parted ways as jieyi and jingru took the mrt home and liyun and i took bus 62 home after buying a carrot cake from old chang kee.
day 2 of slacking, asked liyun to come my house as i wanted to give her present. well, it was partially true la, cause there were activities that was unknown to her. that was because wanling, shehwa and jialin came my house to celebrate for her!! hahas, my house was empty, except that for the last 1h30mins, my dad came back to sleep. heck caring that we went crazy playing pictionary and singing the birthday song for liyun, even digging out all my stuff toys to drown her in my sister's "boat" SUPER FUNNY!! LOLs. sadly jingru cant come out liaos and jieyi had some family outing.. so ya, just the few of us, yet we had a lot of fun!! very happy that jialin rushed here after her track and shehwa and wanling came despite their parents don't allow cause they were sick. i had a n heart attack when shehwa's dad called me to ask if the celebration ended. and liyun's mother to call me. i went OMG why did their parents have my HP number. HAHAS. then after that wanling and shehwa left, leaving me jialin and liyun to talk talk. at first, liyun was eating the cake and jialin was being childish. hahas. (shallnt betray her and say out the details. hahas) but she was super adorable :D then we had a session of "talking" well, details will not be said as they are pivate and confidantial. then i receied a call from shehwa to complain about the auntie at the bread stall. LONG STORY. but in conclusion, she was bad. then erm, wanling wanted to ask my dad if he can send her home but i sort of rejected because my dad's sleeping and he won't want to drive her home (after much experience) cause she was feeling dizzy. I AM SO SORRY WANLING. then she went compass with shehwa and got yeehang to accompany her back home, i guess. THANKS YEEHANG for pei-ing her on behalf of us. then liyun went home and jialin and i took 62 to go hougang. jialin even pei me to take 147 for 1 stop before parting ways to send me off to my granmdma's. THANKS JIALIN. then when i reached my grandma's, there was nothing to do, no television programmes nice to watch, so i slept. hahas. somehow my handphone went crazy and there was no network connection. after i came home, watch bof while i changed phone and i was bombarded with messages XD haix my phone spoilt :(( anyways, BOF IS ENDING NEXT WEEK!!! from 9-9.30pm. people, be sure to catch it!! sms dorisa and liyun throughout the show, chatting on the plot with liyun. hahas... and dorisa booked my cd cause she didnt watch the past few ep xD hahas.. then i slept..
day 3, today. woke up at 9 and went to pray today. cause today is chu yi of the nineth month. then ate free beehoon and curry at the temple as lunch. then went to east point to repair my phone and went back home. slept for 2hrs (thats why i cant sleep even til now) hahas. and went to my grandma's. went out to heartland mall with my cousins, teng ann, theng hiang and chun hsin to buy stuff from cold storage. LOL. at first when up to comics connection but cant find what chun hsin wanted so we left for cupwalker. bought a few cups after a long tme of deciding, since there was a long queue, then we went to buy the drinks, as we were celebrating chun hsin and theng hang's birthday on 21 and 22 oct respectively.. then went home, feeling full after drinking half a cup of chocolate ice blend which tasted like coffee ice blend, but nevermind, i ate some sauaages, satay, chicken wings and blah blah.. then in the night also ate two pieces of cake which was very fattening xD a cheese with tiramisu and chocolate cream cake. it was nice but very.. no SUPER de SWEET.. hahas. and my sis ate two pieces. didnt manage to understand how she did that.. LOL
woah its 12.30am now. GOOD MORNING EVERYONE!! hahas. its the start of my 4th day of slacking. cause i don't have plans for these two days. at first wanted to visit minds cafe with bof on tues, which means is tomorrow, but, well, all of them dont seem free, so it was cancelled sadly T.T haix.. i guess i am going to sleep after downloading some themes now. cause i have said all that i want to say.. hahas... good nights everyone.. oh no, i mean GOOD MORNING!! pictures will be uploaded some time later, since i am not so interested in online-ing anymore :(
hellos everyone! i am still wondering how to start my post... hmm, i know some must be wondering why i re-newed my blog right? hahas.. well, i feel that its sort of messy and stuff, but don't worry, my older blog is not deleted.. just.. underwraps. it keeps good memories you know ((: i have been using that blog for at least 3 years. its time to get a new one and refresh it. so instead of naming it the 300+++ post, this will be my 1st ever post in my new blog. WOOHOO! ;D hahas. i guess i have lost the interest in blogging these days, so i wouldn't be here, unless i have something to share.. oh and yes i do.. well, we did a ward visit at bright vision hospital like a month ago, and i realise that 人是不可预测下一秒会发生什么事的, so we have to cherish every moment of our lives. we have to be contented that we are healthy and can be able to move about as our wishes. there are so many people being more unfortunate than us in this world, so people, DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!!! ;DDD
i know i should be mugging hard for my end-year paper and stuff, so i shall make this a quick one.. though i don't think i'll be mugging after this xP
have been thinking through alot of things lately and i somehow realise i have to be optimistic.. 笑是一天, 哭也是一天, 那不如开开心心地过每一天? (: 所谓船到桥头自然直, when there's a will, there's a way. whats there so much to worry about? ;D
but i am still wondering what is wrong with me.. i know i am contridicting myself above but i cant help it... because lately i have not been feeling so good. as in emotionally and mentally. always having a black face and all.. its not the normal me.. though i appeared to be.. if you think i am normal, you are just not knowing me well enough. well, fortunately, i have a group of friends who were there for me to pour out my feelings. though some have drift apart, i know they will always be there for me when i need them (: i just know that they are reliable and will always be there for me.. just like what my blogskin says. i really trully understand now that putting on a fake front is so... uncomfortable and disgusting. how i wish i could slap myself for my good acting... should i tell them the truth and the fact that i don't like them acting this way? i know i have to be considerate, and i know i need to believe in something in order for it to come true isn't that right? i should have close one eye and bear with it right? i know we are both in the wrong but why is it that everytime it must be me to apologise? i hate it.. i don't believe you don't know or what, just that you act as if you didn't know. it is seriously 讨人厌 do you know that?
