a brand new start...
Sunday, October 4, 2009 x 5:04 PM
hellos everyone!i am still wondering how to start my post...hmm, i know some must be wondering why i re-newed my blog right? hahas..well, i feel that its sort of messy and stuff, but don't worry, my older blog is not deleted.. just.. underwraps. it keeps good memories you know ((: i have been using that blog for at least 3 years. its time to get a new one and refresh it. so instead of naming it the 300+++ post, this will be my 1st ever post in my new blog. WOOHOO! ;D hahas.i guess i have lost the interest in blogging these days, so i wouldn't be here, unless i have something to share.. oh and yes i do.. well, we did a ward visit at bright vision hospital like a month ago, and i realise that 人是不可预测下一秒会发生什么事的, so we have to cherish every moment of our lives. we have to be contented that we are healthy and can be able to move about as our wishes. there are so many people being more unfortunate than us in this world, so people, DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY!!! ;DDDi know i should be mugging hard for my end-year paper and stuff, so i shall make this a quick one.. though i don't think i'll be mugging after this xPhave been thinking through alot of things lately and i somehow realise i have to be optimistic..笑是一天, 哭也是一天, 那不如开开心心地过每一天? (: 所谓船到桥头自然直, when there's a will, there's a way. whats there so much to worry about? ;Dbut i am still wondering what is wrong with me.. i know i am contridicting myself above but i cant help it... because lately i have not been feeling so good. as in emotionally and mentally. always having a black face and all.. its not the normal me.. though i appeared to be.. if you think i am normal, you are just not knowing me well enough. well, fortunately, i have a group of friends who were there for me to pour out my feelings. though some have drift apart, i know they will always be there for me when i need them (: i just know that they are reliable and will always be there for me.. just like what my blogskin says. i really trully understand now that putting on a fake front is so... uncomfortable and disgusting. how i wish i could slap myself for my good acting... should i tell them the truth and the fact that i don't like them acting this way? i know i have to be considerate, and i know i need to believe in something in order for it to come true isn't that right? i should have close one eye and bear with it right? i know we are both in the wrong but why is it that everytime it must be me to apologise? i hate it.. i don't believe you don't know or what, just that you act as if you didn't know. it is seriously 讨人厌 do you know that?
