thanks for the tag joyce & wanling!
2 more days to chinese new year le~ its a blink of an eye and i am going to be 16.
so fast la.. we are sec 4s already. seniors like jessica also graduated le.. we have no more seniors le :( well, suddenly mention jessica cause she came back on mon to visit us then wed to tell us about JC life. really missed the times when seniors are around...
so, well, i've decided to go poly, though i have not discussed with my parents.. aiming for 11<.. i hope~ dropped hcl le.. its been a month so no point appealing anymore. have been doing well in it too, so i am contented.
tomorrow is BBQ day for 4C. wish it to be successful.. hope everything runs on smoothly..
looking forward to it, but not actually on second thoughts.
i dont know why i have no mood for celebrations these days.. i felt so angry about having celebrations. i mean why must we do the traditions for the certain events? this was what i thought when i quarreled with my family. of course i do know that we have to follow the elderly's tradition and ya, but it was a moment of childishness and anger la..
recently am sick.. coughing my lungs out.. until my voice changed too.. see the doctor and spent $42. being nagged by mom. please? as if i wanted to get sick. its so xin ku cans? sigh :(
nothing much that happen these days, just that i realise, sec 4 is really a tough period, emotionally. you really need your friends to be there to pull you up. to support you and encourage you. i might not have shown but i broke down quite a few times le. but its over. and when i recall it, it seems a bit ridiculous. hahas.. so i guess its true that they say sec 4 shapes up your mentality. it really turns you mature and change your thinking.
learning to be a senior is not easy. to manage a group is not an easy feat either. there will always be times when you would want to give up. but i believe in strong willpower. though i may not have it, i will push myself to do it. i believe after this year of tough time, the Leona you know might be a different one.
i hope i do not anger or sadden anyone during this period of time as i am seriously not sure of how to handle my emotions at times. i feel more pekchek than usual and am easily irritated by certain things that caused me to be irrational. please pardon me if i have do something that is unreasonable this period of time. i am reflecting and hoping to change my bad ways. so do tell me when i am wrong. i will think about it. although my reaction might be ridiculous when you first tell me.
wow, i wrote so much le? and i didnt touch any of the presents or homework.. ahhh!!! and i had to wake up tomorrow at 5.30am to go take the mango pudding~ gosh.. i better run.. byex!! oh and the photos i promised will be at a later time kaes.. so sorry.. but i think no one wanna see anyways, so no point posting it.. just to let you know i had a fun time. thanks for wasting your time to look at my post.