Its been dead for so long. i apologise. tomorrow. THE DAY. for us to step down after 4 years of being a NC chorister. i never thought this day would arrive. but it did. to be honest, i did not wanted to join choir in the first place. i was hating choir at the start. hating the hod at that time, putting me in choir. but i realise it wasn't as bad as i thought it was. from hating it to loving it. this 4 years was an eye-opener for me. seriously after going through many performances and competitions with this choir, I've learnt a lot. i found myself to be more mature in thinking. although sometimes i might still be lame, i really learnt a lot. in fact turning back, i would like to thank the hod then. Not because I've been selected as the president so I'm crapping all the good words here, but from the bottom of my heart, the times spent in NC Chorale really etched in my mind and they would never e erased of. From the days training the clapping for Jentend, singing pu die in the super natural ji-na-pok sound, and putting in feelings for princess mononokei, getting gold of syf 2007, genting trip, playing in the night of the theme park together with friends, preventing against the gangsters across our bedrooms, eating the buffet for breakfast, attending workshops, shopping, til the public concert in 2008, our own "BECAUSE WE SING CONCERT" @ Grassroots, the super crazy xmas camp, til the hard training of turot, super weird singing of white horses, learning to put feelings in for kami, getting another gold in 2009, crap singing during the saf day til now. How many days it has been? i'm really gonna miss the times together girls. all the singing and laughter. though i know that our disciplined and attitude of the choir really dropped a lot since don't know when and sucks at the moment and I'm really at a loss of what to do, i really treasure the moments that I've spent there. tomorrow. is THE DAY. where we bid farewell. after tomorrow, there won't be practices til another investiture where i officially hand over the choir to the next batch. i want to say sorry to those i have been fierce with. although i think that you deserved to be scolded because you were behaving inappropriately and those who have been helping in in admin stuff and all the events. being the p is stressful, especially when there is so many events coming up at one go. thanks for all your support and encouragement that spur me on. i remember i broke down many times because of the stress, because of our lousiness and the most recent one was just yesterday because i don't know what to do with you girls because performance was in two days time and we still sucked. but today, miraculously, we were quite ok. whats wrong choir? when can we stop giving ms yin heart attacks? this has been continued from 2008 til now. i really don't know how to handle such a crazy bunch. i really thought of leaving all of you and don't care on how to improve. but i can't. i realise i don't have the heart to. i really don't know why. but i guess this have proven to me that i still love this choir very much. but I'm at wits end already. its up to the next batch to help me out. I'm sorry seniors. I'm sorry ms yin. and to the teacher ics that i wasn't able to bring up the choir and cause it to slack. i think i've failed and was a disappointment :( but anyways, no matter how well we fair tomorrow, i bet i would be in tears either in joy or sorrow. so why not just enjoy the limelight. enjoy the stage. enjoy the last performance with the chorale together? NC CHORALE ALL THE WAY! JIAYOUS!
